Egoic Spiral Of Obliteration

Some days can just get way out of balance. Where everything seems to go wrong and nothing is going smoothly. This is the time to practice spiritual awareness and staying grounded so we dont spiral into the minutiae of unnecessary drama. When i get caught in the dilemmas of the ego my spiritual center is obliterated. There is nothing that important to steer me away from my sense of peace a serenity. I still do at times and it hurts. I sometimes forget to let go and let god help me through these shortcomings and petty frustrations. Life can really throw some challenging obstacles that may shift me into a contracted state where I can lose all control. I have to be especially vigilant and consciously choosing the thoughts I choose to listen to. I can shift my personal perspective I surrender my ideas of control and expectations I may have on a task at any time. This takes practice and lots of thought and patience to change these lifelong patterns of bondage. I am grateful for this humility that keeps me from going into a downward spiral. It is ok to fall short and learn from it. What could I do differently next time? Where was I lacking ? Maybe I was just off today because I didn’t meditate. I am starting over now to be back in your loving arms to be held supported and accepted unconditionally .I surrender yet again to your perfect radiance.

Art Gaia Frazee 12/12/2023 11:15pm