All Arising Dreams Awaken
To stand up strong for my integrity and recovery means the world to me. I have no desire to step backwards into old behaviors of self pity and despair. I really want to just love and be in this stance of free attention and strength. Together in this bond of the fellowships energy and a god that works through us all is such a beautiful blessing. This is like the family I have never had. You are my recovery community that gives me all that I couldn’t find in my illusion of false pride. The blinded egos eyes where hid from the life that I was always seeking for. There was so much pain that I was running from and couldn’t seem to find a lasting solution or change to get out of my own way.
There is still so much to learn and I’m excited to challenge myself in new ways that makes life so interesting. When I stay with asking my support network and higher power I get to have a great opportunity to open doors to things I never thought possible. Sometimes I need to slow down and remember that these changes are gradual and need to practice more patience. The best things come with time and cannot be purchased. In this revelation that I get to choose to have a great day every day and that I do not control the outcome. There is just an arising of whatever needs to and we flow with it like water. I have found in this awareness and recognition to choose the positive road so I can reach the highest heights and to reach those lost and buried dreams. Grateful for the new day of adventures that connect me to my dream being.
Art Gaia Frazee 12/11/2023 9:45pm
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