The Eye Of The Calm

As I clear away the veil of delusional thought processes that cloud my spiritual vision things have a view that I never knew existed. When the new possibilities come flying in with this open heart the experience is a real pleasure and joy that makes my soul feel weightless. I want to welcome more joy and peace in every moment that I have, so I know I am experiencing a well-lived life in pure wisdom that is known as a conscious expression of the unity of love. This trust in the process that everything happens for a reason so I can let go of my ego that wants everything a certain way. This is an illusion due to expectation and control which will cause more discomfort and disappointment than necessary. The jungle of life can be a scary place, but I have learned to have faith in the best outcome and projecting compassion and empathy with a trusting heart. When I think of others and how we all have these human tendencies it helps me feel not so alone and abandoned. When this punch is in the gut due to an isolated spirit, I can see the difference between acceptance and self-judgment. It does not feel good anymore to beat myself up internally over my mistakes so I reboot my system and talk to myself like a loving parent would. I never knew I could change this pattern, and so it has taken many years to break this negative narrative that has kept me sick and judgemental. It takes much vigilance some days when I feel life doesn’t look the way I want it to, and I haven’t done enough and feel monotonous. Patience, I tell myself that things are what they are, and I cannot rush this healing process, for when I don’t, I just shut down instead of reboot.

©Art Gaia Frazee 11/2/2024 9:22 PM