Where I Belong

Some things are just too much for me to deal with, and it is just going to take time to get things in order. I wish at times life was not so heavy and full of problems but it is the way of this place. Humans have created so many problems that it just makes me mad and sad. The pain in my heart today is great, for seeing people suffer so much brings me to my knees. I wish people were not so cruel and selfish but I do my best to be giving and kind. I hope that we get it together as a species, for I fear there will not be much left for future generations. We have a chance to do better today and that I will do. They say each person makes a difference, so the more I change, the more others change. I know this process seems slow but I have all the time in the world to better my reality. I have wasted so much time doing things for the wrong reasons so I make an extra effort to do it with love today. I am sorry and forgive myself because today is all I have and I can see how far I have come. Sometimes I backslide in this overwhelming feeling of despair and do my best not to let it take me down and out. Things always pass, and this is another trial, I must make it through with gentleness and humor. I will rest knowing tonight I did my best and that is enough to be free from the disease that plays tricks with my joy. I need not be a victim of self-pity anymore, for I am stronger than I ever was, and that brings me hope beyond the disunity of this harsh world. I am tired of the bad choices of others bringing me down to their sick level. I choose to be free and take life as a beautiful journey to the places I belong, like the home of your heart.

©Art Gaia Frazee 10/21/2024 7:31 PM