Accountability To Self

True love is something that never gives up or loses hope. We keep trying to figure out how to be a part of this world and fit into the place where we feel accepted and loved. We all want to feel a part of something special and rewarding. I feel part of the fellowship of recovery and the Rangers for Burning Man. The support system is a great place to find the comfort we may have missed in our childhood and school systems. It can be a challenge to find out who you are especially if you were never accepted for who you are. I had to learn the hard way by making so many mistakes trying to find the scraps of love in all the wrong places. I am grateful I have this conversation with a source every day that helps me feel loved with this energy that keeps me in a strong and tangible relationship that is based on truth, trust, and faith. When any of the spiritual principles fades and becomes dormant from lack of attention to this connection, then I become uptight, rigid, and irritable. I use my intuition to guide me to make healthy decisions that are in alignment with a more evolving self. To stand in this new place of power I know that whatever choice I make is a good one. Staying in the cloak of a wizard’s magic can be quite a beautiful way to alchemize the negative energy that tries to take me down the road of suffering. This road no longer looks appealing and has become obsolete due to lack of use. All the pain has taught me how to be neutral when things don’t go my way and when I have a difference of opinion or idea about how things could be done. I have grown up, which I thought would never happen, and I am ok with it finally. I know I am not perfect which I am grateful for because I love a good challenge to better myself because I have found blaming others for the problems of the world just was an endless hell. I am accountable for how I feel now, not anyone or anything.

©Art Gaia Frazee 9/17/2024 10:22 PM