Help Is On It’s Way

What a beautiful day to enjoy how a relaxing time with a lover and I had fun cooking for them. I do enjoy helping others and feel gratitude for helping them feel appreciated. I get lost in people sometimes and must remember to take care of my needs also. Those feel-good chemicals can be very easy to get addicted to. We all want to feel good but that can become the focus of a life that is not based in reality. Sometimes we need a break from adulting and trying to be responsible. As we reunite the fires in our hearts these special moments with each other make this life a special one. This balance of free time and work time holds great value for if either is done too much, then I lose the gratitude. As I cut the locks around my heart I am learning to love myself more deeply and open up to others in a more intimate way. There is nothing to be afraid of anymore, as I am safe, protected, and loved. Maybe the path has been covered in thorns and hurts too much to go down, and I may be afraid of what’s on the other side. So I am using the tools to clear the trail to more freedom around intimacy and compassion. I am completely ready to work out the fear that is holding me back and challenge my biases and viewpoints that limit my perception of a broader reality. The only way to move forward through fear is to start walking through the uncomfortable and the unseen. I want to be able to be that hope for someone else who may not see the way through and has been blinded by trauma and the fear of looking past it. Thankfully, I have everyone I need to help me, and I want to get the help so it will be useful. There is no time like now to free myself from these chains of confusion that hold me captive in indecisive captivity. I was not protected then but I am protected now. With god as my shield of love, I can fight through any battle and find the solace needed to feel safe at any moment. I must remember you are my protector at all times and want what is best for me, so I will be humble and ask for help more often than not.

©Art Gaia Frazee 9/15/2024 9:48 PM