Peeking Out Of Discomfort For Help

The source of spiritual principles is becoming like a second nature. All is well in the place of heart’s content and the awakening to a new opportunity to be with this loving nature of God and humanity. So many times I lost my sanity to things I am powerless over. Recovery has taught me how to own my strength and innate passion for my unique talents and things I find that please me. Having fun is nice at times, but I need to remember there is a time to focus and feel the feelings I tend to want to avoid and keep running away from. I am used to avoiding the things that I feel like people won’t understand or care about because I am being too sensitive. I am good at changing the subject when it comes to sensitive feelings like sadness and anger. Hope is there when I remind myself it ok to have these feelings and it’s okay to want to feel good, but the point of life is not always to feel good or accepted by others. When I can accept myself, then I can authentically relate to others In a wholesome and fulfilling way. Sometimes, I forget to take care of my needs spiritually and emotionally, and I go down the path of avoidance and distraction so I do not feel the sting of working out the uncomfortable pain through recovery. This is where the no pain and no gain reminds me to get vulnerable so I can mature into the person I was born to be. This can be so challenging when I cannot pinpoint the root cause of this inner saboteur. I am studying in my intuition class and clearing out some of these blockages with other classmates, which helps me see what is holding me in the pain body. After every class, I feel lighter and brighter and a bit more free. I am grateful for your guidance to help me find the people I can trust to help me through this trauma and do it humorously and playfully in a way that is vulnerable but not too intense. It hurts to go too deep too quickly, and I need to take my time because I seem to crawl backward if I get pushed too hard. I am taking it easy today, and I accept that these wounds are healing because I allow and give the time it needs as I embrace self-love and acceptance.

©Art Gaia Frazee 9/14/2024 7:24 PM