A Splinter Stunts My Growth

When I have a good attitude towards myself and let me be human and make mistakes I expand my awareness. I commonly make the same mistake such as being critical over petty little things. I still have some underlying trauma that keeps bugging me like a splinter in my side. It shows up in my communication with friends and partners, and I don’t think things through before I say them, which can sound a bit harsh. Slowing down and paying attention to what others say and feel into what they mean emotionally helps me hold the space for empathy to grow. When we can hold this loving space for ourselves, we can do it for others, for we transmit that energy like a beacon of hope. No one can take my freedom away like I can. My mind loves to go on a vacation to a fantasy that helps me start believing in my dark ideas that no one loves me and wants me around. There is plenty of evidence that this is not true but I feel it still at times when I am lonely and when things are working out the way I want them to. I am not In control of other people, just myself, and that is challenging enough for me. To find more love for myself is what my heart is telling me to trust for I am on the proper path. When I can accept what is going on with me, I flow with life with ease and grace, and the manifestation of peace surrounds my atmosphere. I trust and assimilate all parts of life easily and effortlessly as I awaken each day with the energy to create my reality consciously with my divine given power. I keep my field clean with a healthy vibratory understanding that all is well and part of my experience to learn and grow.

©Art Gaia Frazee 8/10/2024 9:56 PM