A Nature Of Remembrance

Sometimes, we have to face things that we do not want to look at, and that can be difficult because of past history that reminds us of how we were not seen and were rejected. I turn to God for the courage to help me find the strength to not let this keep me stuck. I have the tools to use to help me through anything, and I just need to be willing to use them when I feel like running and hiding. I know I cannot do this alone, so I am here waiting for your guidance so I can step into the unknown, and that feels scary. What is on the other side is usually freedom and that things are not as bad as my mind and emotions made them out to be. My head can be such a trickster and saboteur, and I have to remember to decipher what is spiritual truth and what is egoic lies. I am so tired of this dilemma of this back-and-forth with my will and Goddess’s will. I am so sad and frustrated when I go with my selfish way of doing things. I am doing better than I have ever when it comes to noticing the pressure I put on myself. I stop now and put it down and stop the madness I keep trying to run from. There is no true escape from your feelings. You have to feel them eventually, and that is best done with purpose, authentically, and honestly. I am grateful for another job well done helping animals and their owners. Working in the yard and helping the plants stay healthy is a real pleasure and treat and brings me back to simple olden days times when we lived more connected with the land. Life can be so much simpler, but people have made things more complicated, which makes it challenging for people to have some decent peaceful rest. When we go back to our grassroots, we are alleviated from all that unneeded stress.

©Art Gaia Frazee 8/9/2024 9:01 PM