Not All Is Lost

Hope is knowing that things are going to work out even though it does not feel that way at times. Staying in touch with the parts of ourselves that need nurturing helps me stay grounded in self-care. God is helping me slow down and not take life as a thing to fix or find some resolve. Having the courage to ask for help is one of my greatest allies for the independent problem solver that I am. Great things happen for me when I step out of this comfort zone and get the support I need for my pain can get masked by all the human doings I know so well. I miss you my buddy Orion you were such a sweet and awesome cat. You will always have a sweet spot in my heart and all the good memories we had together. You showed me how to love more and be more sensitive to your attention and feelings. I am sorry we did not get to spend more time together but it was short and sweet and grateful for all your support. You were the best feline companion I have ever met and you showed me so much love and affection. Thanks for the time you gave me I will cherish it till my death. May you fly on to your next amazing journey to share more love with the world. I have no doubt you will be coming back even more lovely and beautiful my little happy baby boy. I am doing my best to make it through this grief in a healthy way but some of my typical avoidance patterns are grabbing a hold of me. I just want to avoid the sadness but it doesn’t help because it just turns to anger and then I create more problems. I just need to be angry without destroying things and be respectful to others and all is well. I am going to accept that I am on a new path and that change is necessary.



©Art Gaia Frazee 7/4/2024 8:59 PM