Life Returns To Balance

Another day to get my act together by being the person who is strong and courageous. I just want to fall apart but I have a hard time feeling these hard feelings. I just want to yell and throw things but it doesn’t help anything. What has been helping is cleaning up the house petting my cat and being of service to others. These are things I enjoy that help me feel that I am not alone. I am so sad to have found my cat torn to shreds by another animal. Life can be so cruel when we lose everything we worked so hard to maintain. It all just slips away as time eats our body and we decay back to the earth to replenish what we have taken. Life is a give and take and sometimes it feels like it takes more than we can handle. This is when I have to completely surrender and let things be as they are. As humans, we like to control some things and it can get a little out of sorts with ego running the world. It’s quite painful to watch how people put each other in little cozy boxes of narrow-mindedness. We are afraid to be ourselves due to judgment of how other people may see us. There is nothing or nobody worth pretending to be something we are not but we still do at times. We want to feel loved and accepted but the key to that freedom is to find it for yourself in your being. You are the way you are meant to be and as you change we adapt to the new way we are meant to be. It can be hard to practice this acceptance when we are used to being hard on ourselves. We can make new patterns by choosing with integrity for what is in our best interest and find happiness again. We can own our sovereignty we can recalibrate to our deepest truth of love. Without death what would it all mean? It is the way of this plane on earth and learning to accept it can be hard but as we do it makes the life we have worth living.

©Art Gaia Frazee 6/30/2024 6:47 PM