Death Machine Of Life

Life can have some really big shock waves that feel like they may just destroy you. You know now that you are stronger than ever and not even my cat’s death will destroy my sanity. I am very sad and mad that death takes our favorite beings. I will miss my boy Orion he was such an amazing cat who loved so much and was one of my favorite companions I ever had. I honor his life by staying grateful for all the comfort he gave me when he would snuggle me and stare into my eyes. Tears are healthy and helping me heal and he would want me to move forward and stay strong. Recovery has shown me a new world that has a new way of getting through hard emotions that may influence bad choices. I am in control of how I can find a solution to the pain I am going through. The best part I don’t have to go it alone because I have a strong network of people who love and support me. It is not easy at times but I remember to have hope because all pain passes if I allow myself to feel it so I can move through it in the best way. I allow myself to be emotional and frustrated so it doesn’t rear its ugly head at times that may be unnecessary. There will be new forms of love that come and go as long as we keep our spiritual alignment to the truth that everything comes and goes and as I move with the flow of change we can recalibrate with empathy through any situation. There is no death only change as I believe that energy just takes a different form. God, please help me again to help me process this sadness because I can’t bear it alone. My pain is validated by your mercy and grace and thank you for taking life for it helps me be grateful for the time I have here.

©Art Gaia Frazee 6/29/2024 10:11 PM