Jackass Of All Trades Master Of None

What reality teaches me is that there is so much to be grateful for even when things are uncomfortable because this is where deeper meaning is understood but if we are willing to look past the pain and look at what it has to teach us. Great things are born from the darkness of our suffering. How much would we change if everything was so damn peachy and sweet? What would we know about joy if we did not feel sad? I know from my experience I had to go through lots of struggles to learn how to practice faith. I had to learn how to have hope when I felt there was none. I had frustration for so long but did not understand how to deal with it. I have self-medicated and run and hid from my feelings for so long that I could not see why I was suffering. I was lost in ignorance and arrogance because I thought I knew it all and that I was smart and better than most people. I did not know I was in denial and overcompensating for my fear of not knowing myself and my lack of emotional intelligence and confidence. Today I can admit when I do not know something and ask for help if I need help understanding. This sure makes life feel respectful because I am more authentic because of this radical self-honesty. This truth frees me from the obsession of doing it all alone. Sometimes I fall short and do it by myself and I get frustrated and then remember to check in with God about what is going on. Just in that moment of humility, I see the other path open up and get to choose a genuine way to gentleness that is filled with humour that Is freed up by creative flow with the energy that is free and fun. I can laugh and enjoy the process and not have to hurry to the destination of completion. What a way to enjoy this life no matter what the outcome for I am present with all the ascended heart masters. This is what it means to be a human being and that is what grants me the grace of your joy, patience, and understanding.

©Art Gaia Frazee 6/11/2024 8:31 PM