Time To Face The Facts

Today my focus has been scattered and I emotionally feel uneasy. I was doing well until someone said some mean things to me. I know that they are hurting but I do not understand how people can have so much hate in their hearts. I do my best not to take things personally for I know I am loved and accepted by many people and most of all by myself. It is not always easy being human and having to set boundaries. I will no longer tolerate this kind of abuse from a so-called loved one anymore. I remember the slogan detachment with love from my program that reminds me to love and focus on myself not the addicts in my life. This grieving process takes time and space in my heart to let go and feel the sadness and anger. I am disappointed with how this person is so deceptive and resentful and how I keep putting up with it by continuing to have them in my life. It is time to move officially and do not look back. There is nothing more to learn from them except more trauma and suffering. I know I deserve better and am grateful I am moving on from this bond of drama and trauma. I am just not used to having a loving and supportive partner in my life and I have been choosing poorly due to my bad upbringing and these toxic learned behaviors. I have strength and love in my heart and need to cultivate this in all my relationships. I trust that God and the universe will align me with someone who is for my highest good and I need to practice patience and not settle for anything that comes my way. I need to discipline myself and stand strong seeing clearly if that person helps me enhance my being of love and happiness. If it does not resonate in the spiritual principles then it is not for me. If they do not have some spiritual practice then we do not align in a spiritual nature to help each other grow. It is a hard pill to swallow for I am a leader but you cannot make anyone drink in love if they are not ready. I am ready and open to receive your loving embrace.

©Art Gaia Frazee 5/18/2024 10:17 Pm