Working With God

When I cleanse myself with the spiritual fire of the action of gratitude life sure seems to feel fulfilled with my purpose. Taking action on how my thoughts are holding me hostage at the hard times is important to acknowledge. It can be so easy to fall into the trap of destructive and negative black-and-white thinking of trying to fix and manage my life. My life may not even need that kind of management. God has a plan and If I stick with goodwill to others and treat myself respectfully things will go in a good way aligning to the way of the natural order. When they go as they need to without my control due to fear and lack of faith the door opens without the key. It can be so easy with the battle of the ego trying to make people love me and accept me by acting humorous, sounding smart, or flirty. When I act on this self-centered behavior it is not only embarrassing it is also unattractive to others. I am on this new path of setting a healthy model of what integrity and accountability looks like. I no longer have to feel guilty about anything because I do my best and when I fall short I pick up the slack to see what I could have done better. I do not have to beat myself up or talk down to myself to make myself suffer because I did not do things perfectly. The star sure shines bright knowing I am human and I am always learning and not repeating the same mistakes over and over. I am so grateful I do not have to live in that insanity anymore. I felt so trapped in anger when I could not figure it out and I felt like a failure and less than others. I know I have all my tools well maintained easily and readily to help me find out and ask for help. The opposition appears and I pray and ask then listen to that intuitive voice of what is the best way to work through this with creativity, peaceful passion, and joy.

©Art Gaia Frazee 4/28/2024 9:33 Pm