No More Chaos

Here we are part of something bigger than just me myself and I. I am in this self-discovery that is spiritual in nature which god has graced me with. I think of myself less often than ever and remember the we of unity all too often. What a difference between the past and present me. I feel now in this present moment I am being who I was meant to be without all those masks of fear. Authentic relationships are manifesting and becoming a real support network for me. This fabric holds me with love and supports us with clarity of equality and selflessness. I am proud of all the work I have done and continue to do to grow emotionally and spiritually. I feel uplifted to a place of beholding the truth as it flowers to a place of calm serenity. What an amazing way to live life completely carefree of what others think of me and how much love I feel for myself. We all have a way of getting through the hard times and sometimes the way is not always so simple. I am so grateful for this new way to dance through my challenges with a simplicity that seems like it is too good to be true. As we say in auto mechanic school if it is not broken do not fix it. This spiritual connection is that path for me that alleviates all that illusion of self-reliance and radical independence selfishly dying in our self-will. I acknowledge that life does not have to be hard, difficult, or challenging to feed the need for more drama than it needs to. I feel that this drama was an addiction to feel more alive. I do not need this outdated software of chaos to feel like life is something to fix or work through. Being dramatic does not equal a cool life to me anymore. What is hip, cool, and slick is that I love and enjoy the peace and stillness that my life has today.

©Art Gaia Frazee 4/14/2024 12:34 pm