What Was Lost Is Now Found

The journey of life can be so unpredictable and full of joy and sadness. When we show up the best we can for each other it helps feel of a part of a greater mystery that ties in with the love for each other. I do my best to check in if I am in a place of giving or a place of recieving. This self discovery of respect and empathy helps me stay in the place of balanced wholesome connection to my higher self and higher power. I somehow let the ego distract me from this practice and then the self created drama becomes my reality. The ego can be quite deceiving because we are ao identified with all the ways it runs our lives. It takes an outside perspective and spiritual disciplines to help us see the truth. Then with this truth we can elevate our awareness of this drag on our conscience. The hard thing is that we do not even notice when this grip has taken over us until we caused some chaos. Lucky most of the time my higher self reminds me when I have lost touch with reality and feel the imbalance of the emotional being within. With this reliance on this strength greater than just old me I get a to eliaviate so many problems that used to drag me into negative self-talk. When we get into that place of negativity people start to get affected by this energy and it starts to attract people that feed off this energy, like a vampire feeds on blood. If this has happened its time to pray and ask for clarification of what is really going in with me. I can spend touch time wasted on the things that give me instant gratification. These forms of pleasure do not fill the void of the ego they just pass the time to feel good. Addiction works in very subtle ways today but I can see when it has taken me away from a healthy lifestyle. Thanks again recovery family for helping me find this new way to live it is truly what I have always been looking for.

Art Gaia Frazee 3/9/2025 8:45 Pm