The Lane Of My Recovery

Recovery is more than just quiting drugs it is about changing all areas of your life through working of the 12 steps. We get to work through the denial that caused me to blame others for why I was suffering and using substances to numb the feelings of grief by passing of my little brother. I partially blamed myself for what happened to him because I used with him and I said some things that where not supportive to his struggles. I know today from this downward spiral I learned how dark life can become in the isolation with this disease of addiction. It may seem sad that I have this disease but it also has tought me so many ways to rediscover who Art really is and becoming. There are some challenges we all have to face but together through the unity of love we can do things we never thought was possible. We start to open up and trust our network to express our uncomfortable feelings. When things get tough and I want to escape I remember where I come from in my past and recognize and verify that what I am going through today is not even close as bad as what I have been through. Every day clean and serene is a blessing for me and remind myself there is alot to be grateful for. I practice saying the serenity prayer many times a day even when I am feeling great, sad or angry. When I keep this connection with the energy of humility life seems to flow through the grace of God’s mercy and love. This surrender is a lifelong progression to more spaciousness in our lives. There is always room in my life for more abundance in letting things go. I no longer need to fear my feelings or how others percieve me. I focus on my business so others may learn more about the self-love I radiate.


Art Gaia Frazee 3/8/2024 9:12 AM