Spice Of Life

Sitting on a park bench enjoying the sun and the wind as I feel the emotions of sadness and gratitude. I keep thinking about how alone I feel even though I am surrounded by beautiful trees and animals. I sit and just be with it this space of sensitivity. I ask myself what is this feeling telling me? Am I going on running from myself again by not honoring myself and feeling what I need to feel? This trip has been challenging and wish I was back at home. I miss my cats and my bed. Sometimes life just does not go the way we want it to and have to accept whatever it brings us. I always want things to be easy so I take the path of least resistance. I am no longer interested in fighting through life  and being completely disturbed by all the troubles of the world. I have found to focus on what is best for my mental health and wellness. No one can love me like I can. I get to allow this strength come through the spirit of God and my guides. There is no need to fall into the pit of despair and loneliness for I know that I am constantly part of consciousness and that everything is connected and love centered. I turn within and remind myself of this principle and this bond where we find comfort in knowing this truth and compassionate place of being completely held. Thank you mother earth for your complete acceptance and showing me the simplicity of this life that has been guiding me all this time. You are a true grace and thank you for your mercy and understanding.

Art Gaia Frazee 2/23/2024 5:13 Pm