Let’s Do This With Awareness

Sometimes the simplest things are the sweetest things that brings a smile to face. I have to focus on my recovery at all times or else I slip into the grooves of the old patterns that are so ingrained in me. I do not give up if I make the same mistakes. I take a look and see what and why I make that choice. Most of the time I do not think before I act and this is where I push my boundaries in a unhealthy way. This self created conflict is my dilemma. I ask my higher power to help me get to the root of this abuse. My awareness is lost when I get caught up in the excitement when I at a fun social gathering. I have to remember to ground and regroup my energy so I stay true to my integrity. I struggle with listening to higher self when I am having fun. This immature reaction to follow what I know is good for me  always has a consequence. I feel that this is unnecessary but I still push myself to hard and think it will just fine. This is a lie. When I go to hard it hurts and this time I am suffering through it. I am grateful I have noticed this pattern and I am going to do better moving forward. I am not missing anything by taking care of myself by resting, meditating and doing yoga. I am actually just as connected when I do my self-care because of the unity field that we all share. There is nothing out there worth loosing my self-love and discipline of living my truth. I am on the proper path of learning from these character defects and short-comings. I am definitely getting better every time a major pitfall gets in my way. I remember to surrender and ask for help to direct me to the light of love.

Art Gaia Frazee 2/17/2024 8:18 Pm