A True Release Of Selfish Self

Once I was so lost I really thought I could not make it out alive. This was a place of darkness, despair, and loneliness no person should have to feel. I was lost broken hearted and had nowhere to go because my addiction turned me into a monster that no one wanted around. This was the most painful time of my life and it was a hard learning experience that gave me an awakening and that I needed spritual help. Tired and trapped in a destructive cycle I had no solution on what to do. This life seemed like it was not worth living anymore but did not know how to change it. When I almost died and woke up in the hospital there was a spiritual awakening that happened. This was my prayer finally coming true and in which it was the only way I could have made it. This new humbling experience helped me ask for help which I really did not know how to do before. Proud of the fact I needed help I did what was necessary to change this dark place into courage and self-love. I no longer have to struggle in a place of arrogance and ego anymore. I thank God and the angels every day for another day clean and for this new way of life. I never dreamed of having a life this good as I do today. All the hard work pays off. To become this loving and supportive human being in the place of knowing my truth. I am fortunate and thankful to this life-long road in recovery. To be able to help others when I could not help myself is a freedom I never thought possible. I am grateful for another day for this awareness that I am connected to a great spirit of unity through a creative force that is strong and magnetic. This change of the energetic field that is filled with love and acceptance.

Art Gaia Frazee 1/23/2024 10:15 Pm