Heavy But Grateful For All

Some days feel like I am lost in a haze of lack and unworthiness. This place stemmed from sadness and it is hard to stay motivated. This does not stop me from persisting in knowing what this feeling is telling me to take a look at it. We all have emotions that can be heavy and hard to deal with at times. We may just need to rest and give ourselves a time-out to check in with what is really going on with us. If we do not take this time we miss out on the healing from this emotional situation. This is very important because, it will keep festering until we honor it and give it the space it needs to help us. I found through running all my life from these things has caused me to not grow emotionally as fast as people around me. It has been a challenge to fit into the society of people that had a healthy family and lessons that allowed them to feel that they were enough. With a steady will-power we can accomplish much healing of our lost selves. There can be some inner freedom with some self-awareness and understanding and compassion. Your greatest self awaits you when you are ready to believe and find that self-confidence that gives you that drive to live your wildest dreams. You have so much power and abilities that give me hope to live another day. I am grateful for all that is passed and all that is with me. You make this life worthwhile through all these experiences we get to share together.

Art Gaia Frazee 1/22/2024 9:15 pm