Vigil Of Achievement

Once and forever as in your welcoming grace gives me a purpose and a place that is home. My higher power is a babysitter for all my problems and shortcomings. If loose connection with god my highest need is not met. There is no greater realization when I turn to you for strength when I feel alone and sick. I honor these parts of me that was buried deep in fear. Without your wisdom I could not see the truth hidden behind all the masks. There used to be a safety in this fake place made by fantasy. There is a clarity of mind when there is awareness of breath. The presence of a grounded being makes all lessons come as a gift. Awareness of the hope that grants a fullness of untapped potential. The freedom of love for all diversity is a great way to experience this time now. This sensitive intuition teaches me about how to work with all types of energy big or small. There is a superpower in this trait of having faith in using this sensitivity to help the self so you can transmit a transformative passionate experience to the world. A little change every day goes a long way. It can feel like it does not matter and what difference does it make but it does. What is the best thing to do when we doubt this change? Take a look and let it be and hold space with intention and learn from the pain. What is this pain telling you? A little shadow is present hiding in emotional denial. This lack of foresite created me to break it apart and had to feel the pain of self-created drama. Will I ever learn from these continued patterns of trauma? I believe so with honesty and patience. It has been so slow but surely with the help of the fellowship community all things I really want are achievable. I believe in all possibilities with the effort of vigilance and integrity.

Art Gaia Frazee 12/30/2023 12:18pm