Hurting In the Place Of Love

Sometimes we need to take time to rest and let our body and mind catch up with all the healing we are doing. There can be so much weight we have been carrying with all the trauma. I feel so heavy in life with all the weight of other people’s problems on my shoulders. It is not my responsibility to fix other people and just need to focus on my healing. The struggle can be real when I get distracted with the weight of the world. I get to remember that I can only do so much and what I do complete is enough. One day at a time I work towards the enlightening and healing of this spirit. The day goes easily and sweetly when I surrender to the mercy of God’s will and love. The separation and sadness of loneliness is washed and purified. In your heart’s place there is no more suffering, only a peaceful place of connection and a feeling of serenity. I stay here as long as I can until the addiction of the ego takes a grip and I have to practice the turning to surrender yet again. Help me stay with you in prayer and meditation this happy place of awakening of pure awareness. I always need more of your support because I am lost without you. It hurts to be alone in this place of heartache and illusion of separation. I am your vessel now, so we can do what I could not do before.

Art Gaia Frazee 11/20/2023 11:11pm