A Memoir Of A Loss And A New Beginning

Every day I wake up clean is a good day to be alive. There were times in my life where this was not true for me. I woke up depressed in despair of life and not knowing where to go and what to do with myself. I thought I had lost everything my sanity my hope my joy and passion. I lost my favorite person in the whole world my little brother. I was spiritually bankrupt and wrecked emotionally. I started getting high on hard drugs to help me cope with the pain and loss. This illusion of false pleasure and distraction deepened my grief until I hit utter desperation. This darkness led me to a place of near death. I overdosed and woke up in the hospital five days later not knowing what had happened. I woke with a new sense of life and that I no longer wanted to do what I was doing. I finally knew I needed help and went into recovery. This was a pivotal turning point of my life and was a chance to start all over. Thanks great mystery and people that helped me get back on my feet. I am fortunate and forever grateful for your love and support. I would not be where I am today healthy, happy, positive, free, grounded, supportive, serene, honest, compassionate, and most of all a real human being. Thanks be to everyone who is here, not here, and with us in spirit. Your death and life gives me meaning today, and know your spirit is grateful for choosing this new path of spiritual recovery of loving principles. I am present with all parts of me so I can be with all parts of you. Find your truest you and be there in that place of harmony. I know we can do this with the help of each other it works if you work it. Peace and love be with you now and forever in all ways.

Art Gaia Frazee 12/16/2023 1:15pm