Being A Catalyst Of Change

Learning to have a healthy relationship has been one of the most challenging things of my recovery. Learning to fully love and accept yourself is key and not fall into self pity and despair. I did not grow up learning what a healthy relationship looks like so I keep repeating what I have learned and it has been very painful and lonely. Breaking hearts and taking names is not a way to live. I’ve been afraid to get hurt and all this is the cost is more hurt. I cannot do that anymore. I’m going to do better and forgive myself a let go and dig deep into this fear of commitment. It’s not easy to be self-aware and honest. With these spiritual principles can be a catalyst of needed to change these painful patterns. The pain of staying this way is too great and it’s time to go through it and take action and feel the truth. The time is now to give the love I deserve and desire so I can love others the way they deserve. I am finally ready to stand up for my life so I can be a true beacon of hope to others. It all begins with me it ends with you. Please remember to never give up. It’s okay to fall short and make mistakes. Through these shortcomings we get a chance to grow and do better next time. Life is a learning playground to express your beautiful spirit in a creative way make it honest and enjoyable. Learn and grow from the lessons and we get to become mature human beings living in spiritual awareness that keeps us going with a smile all the while as the world may seem to be falling apart. We can be the change that the world needs. By changing one thought and one action of compassion at a time. So I am going to be that change just for now.

Art Gaia Frazee 11/30/2023 11:00pm