Lost in the emotional deep place that carries me into darkness and despair. I keep coming up for air to let me experience this wet place minds guilty place. You are here with me always and remember to not forget and try to figure this puzzle out all on my own. This is not a pleasant place to be in this reflection of a lost partnership. I need to let go and stop this madness its eating at my heart. Please I ask for your forgiveness and mercy. I can’t take this pain anymore I surrender and let me breath your unconditional love. This storm has taking me down and I am drowning in sadness. This fear of being alone has taken me over again and pray for this to pass. I wish I could just hold you in my arms one last time and say I love you and tell you I’m sorry. Tears of healing wash me again in your grace of embracing warmth of life. This pain in my heart and stomach tells me me im alive and that I do care about you deeply. I just dont know how to love you when you are so distant and shielded with fears armor. I do my best but its not enough if you cant recieve me my true heart. I am wounded just like you but I cant give up hope beautiful human. I will give it space so things can grow in light of exposure. I am patient and kind in your awakening spiritual essence. Your are perfect and complete the way you are.

Art Gaia Frazee 11/18/2023 7:11pm